Brizee woke up the next morning and got up and got dressed and went out and saw Nick watching TV.

      Hey baby, Brizee said sitting down beside him. He turned the TV off and sat there.

      We need to talk, Nick said.

      What about? Brizee asked.

      Us, our relationship, I mean, I know we are married and everything, but I feel like its going so fast and I want to take it slow, so what Im saying is some time apart would be good, Nick said. Brizee looked at him.

      I was thinking the same thing, it is going so fast, I dont want to lose you and if it keeps going this way, I will, so yeah, time apart would help us, Brizee said.

      To resist temptation, we should get separate rooms at the hotels, and Ill ride on Brians bus, Nick said.

      Okay, we can act like we are just friends, Brizee said.

      Yeah, Nick said.

      No kissing and no sex, Brizee said.

      Yup, Nick said.

      Im going to miss you, Brizee said.

      Ill miss you, too, but its for the best that we do this, Nick said. Brizee nodded. They hugged.

      Can we kiss for one last time? Brizee said. Nick kissed her softly. Brizee held onto him and the kiss deepened. He laid her on the couch and laid on top of her and they began making out.

      I dont know if I can do this, I love you so much, Nick said kissing her neck.

      Make love to me, give me something to remember while we are on this break, Brizee said. He pulled her clothes off and pulled his off and they slowly made passionate love. Nick laid on top of her afterwards and buried his face in her neck. He looked at her and cupped her face in his hands.

      I love you, I love you so much, Nick said kissing her lips softly. Brizee looked at him with tears in her eyes.

      I love you, too, with all my heart and soul, Brizee said. He kissed her lips and kissed her tears away.

      Baby, dont cry, Nick said.

Two hours later, they were on the buses heading to the next city. Nick was on Brians bus with him while Theresa rode Nicks bus with Brizee. Nick stared out the window.

      Nick, man, you okay, Brian said.

      I miss her already, Nick said.

      Nick, you two agreed on a break, you two need this to have a stronger and lasting relationship and marriage, Brian said.

      I love her so much, Frick, I want to be with her every second, I shouldnt have went to Kevin for advice, Nick said.

      You went to Kevin?! Brian said.

      Yeah, I always go to him for advice, Nick said.

      Nick, hes in love with Brizee! Brian said.

      What! Nick said.

      Hes in love with her, he fell for her hard and he wants her, Brian said.

      Oh god, Nick said.

      Theresa knows and shes going to stick close to Brizee, Brian said. Nick nodded.

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      I cant believe this, Kevin is in love with me? Brizee said.

      Yeah, Im going to stick close to you, okay, Theresa said.

      Good but I cant hurt Nick, Brizee said.

      I know, Theresa said.

      So you and Brian kissed last night? Brizee said.

      Yeah, god, I felt like I was in heaven, Theresa said.

      I know he wont hurt you, Brizee said.

      I want to be with him, so bad, Theresa said.

      I can tell you will be with him, Brizee said.

They arrived in the next city. Brizee got off with Theresa and they went into the hotel.

      We are sharing a room, right? Theresa asked.

      Yup, Brizee said. Theresa went to the desk and came back.

      Lets go, Theresa said.

      Theresa, could you come here for a minute, Brian said. Theresa looked at Brizee.

      Go on, Ill be fine, Ill meet you up at the room, Brizee said. Theresa went over to Brian while Brizee went to the elevators. She got on and the doors were about to close when a hand caught the doors and Kevin slipped in.

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Authors note: what no one knows is that Kevin and Brizee have been secretly sleeping together behind Nicks back. I know this is wrong but got to have a lot of action. Kevin and Brizee have undeniable passion between them.

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Brizee saw him and smiled. He smiled and once the doors closed, they were in each others arms, kissing like there was no tomorrow.

      Come to my room, I need you so bad, Kevin said kissing her neck. Brizee moaned.

      I told Theresa I was going to the room, Brizee said as he pressed her against the wall of the elevator and grinded his hips against her.  He reached over and pushed the stop button and lifted her skirt and knelt down and pulled her panties down and licked her and thrusted his tongue inside her. She moaned loudly and grabbed his head and closed her eyes. She shook as she came in his mouth. He stood up and she pushed him against the wall and unbuckled his jeans and pushed them down along with his boxers and she took his hard long erection in her mouth and sucked him. He ran his hands in her hair and held her close as she took more of him in her mouth. Her fingers caressed his balls. He came shooting in her mouth and she swallowed every drop. She stood up and they kissed deeply. She turned and bent over and pushed her skirt up.

      I need you inside me, Kevy, please, Brizee said. He held her hips and spread her legs with his knee and pushed inside her wetness. She moaned and he held her still as he pounded into her wetness and withdrew only to push right back in. He went deeper with every thrust. He stood her up and turned her around and pushed her against the wall and lifted her up and pushed inside her. She came around him and moaned his name. He came shooting inside her and she felt the heat of it. He let her down and they kissed softly.

      God I want you all the time, Kevin said between kisses.

      Kev, you know we cant go public and no one else can know, Brizee said.

      I know, it hurts seeing you and Nick together, Kevin said.

      Is that why you agreed with him about me and him taking a break? Brizee asked.

      Briz, you two are married, you have a future together, you and I dont, Im married to Kristin, Kevin said.

      I know, Brizee said fixing her clothes. Kevin pulled up his boxers and fixed his pants. They kissed again.

      Come to me tonight, I want to make love to you again, Kevin said. Brizee kissed him.

      I dont know if I can, they know that you are in love with me, so they are keeping an eye on me, Brizee said.

      Dammit, Kevin said.

      Its a good thing Im on birth control, Brizee said.

      Yeah, thats a good thing, less chance of me getting killed, Kevin said. Brizee jumped on him and they kissed deeply. Kevin pushed a button and he got off on a floor and let Brizee go up alone. She got to her floor and the doors opened and Theresa stood there.

      What took you so long? Theresa said.

      I stopped the elevator to think about things, thats all, Brizee said grabbing her bags. They went to their room. Brizee sat down.

      Brizee, spill it, what is going on, I know you are hiding something, Theresa said.

      Im not, Brizee said.

      Briz, dont lie to me, you have never lied to me, Theresa said. Brizee got up and went to the window.

      All right, but you got to promise not to tell anyone, not AJ, Brian, Britt, Nick, Howie, not anyone, Brizee said.

      I promise, Theresa said.

      I know Kevin is in love with me, he and I have been sleeping together for three months now, I stopped the elevator because he was in there and he and I made love in the elevator, no one knows about me and him, Brizee said.

      Oh my god, Brizee, you are hurting Nick, and Kristin, Theresa said. Brizee closed her eyes.

      I know, and he and I both agreed that no one can know, he doesnt want to lose Kristin, and I dont want to lose Nick, its just that there is undeniable passion between me and him, I cant stop thinking about him, the only time I can is when Im with Nick, but now Nick and I are on this break, and all I can think about is Kevin, Brizee said.

      Briz, you cant keep doing this, all you doing is hurting Nick, and all Kevin is doing is hurting Kristin, Theresa said.

      But they wont know, what they dont know, wont hurt, right, Brizee said.

      What if you become pregnant with Kevins baby, Theresa said. Brizee looked at her.

      Im on birth control, Brizee said.

      Briz, if Nick finds out, its the end of you guys, Theresa said.

      I know, thats why no one can know, Theresa, promise me, please, Brizee said.

      I promise, Theresa said. She got up and hugged Brizee.

      Thank you, Brizee said.

      What are friends for, I know you better than anyone, Theresa said.

      I know, Brizee said.

      But who do you want more, Kevin or Nick, Theresa said.

      Nick, I always want Nick more than anyone in the world, Brizee said.

Three days later, Brizee and Kevin have managed to sneak off to be together. They were in another hotel room away from the others, making love. Brizee got up afterwards.

      Kev, we have to stop this, it keeps getting worse and worse, Brizee said.

      I know, Kristin is coming to join the tour, so we have to stop, Kevin said. She kissed him one last time.

      I gotta go, Brizee said.

      Briz, you should get back together with Nick, you two need each other, Kevin said. Brizee nodded and left. She went to her room she was sharing with Theresa.

      Hey girl, Theresa said.

      Are you alone? Brizee asked.

      Yeah, Theresa said. What they didnt know was that Brian was hiding under the bed and could hear everything.

      Im getting back with Nick, Brizee said.

      Did you talk to Nick? Theresa said.

      Not yet, I cant find him anywhere, Brizee said sitting down on the bed.

      Did you talk to Kevin? Theresa asked.

      Yeah, its over, Brizee said.

      Good, now you can find Nick and be with him, Theresa said.

      Yeah, I love Nick so much, he is my future, Brizee said.

      Go find your hubby, Theresa said. Brizee smiled and left. Brian crawled out from under the bed.

      What is going on, Brian said.

      You heard everything? Theresa said.

      Yes, Brian said. Theresa told him everything.

      Brian, please, dont tell Nick, okay, it will break his heart, Theresa said.

      He has to know, Theresa, Brian said.

      Do you hate me? Theresa asked.

      No, you were being a good friend and keeping the secret, Brian said.

      Then you be a good friend and keep the secret, Brizee will tell Nick when she is ready, Theresa said. Brian sat down.

      I hope so, Brian said.

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Brizee went to Nicks room and knocked on the door. The door opened and Nick stood there. She went to him and kissed him deeply and pushed him into the room and closed the door and pushed him to the bedroom and pushed him down on the bed and got on top of him and kissed him deeply.

      No more break, I need you, Brizee said. He smiled.

      I want you, I have missed you so much, breaks over, back to us, Nick said pulling her shirt off. He pulled off her shorts and laid her on the bed. He removed her bra and panties. His clothes followed. He kissed her neck and moved down to her breasts and he sucked on a nipple. She arched her back towards him. He went and nursed on the other breast and moved down to her stomach and french kissed her belly button as his fingers moved down and he slipped two fingers into her wetness. He moved his lips up and kissed her mouth and made love to her mouth while moving his fingers within her. She came apart in his arms and he licked his fingers and looked at her.

      You taste good, baby, Nick said.

      I need you inside me, Nicky, I have missed it so much, Brizee said.

      Dont you want this first? Nick asked holding his hard length in his hand. She smiled.

      Thanks for reminding me, Brizee said. She moved down and took him in her mouth and sucked him and took him deep in her mouth. She sucked him until he came close to coming and she removed her mouth and moved back up.

      Why did you stop? Nick said.

      I want to feel you come inside me, Brizee said. He opened her legs and pushed inside her. She wrapped her legs around his waist and pushed him deeper inside her.

      God I love you, Nick said kissing her as they moved together. He went faster and harder. She came screaming his name. He came behind her crying out her name and his hot liquid shot deep inside her. He collapsed on top of her and buried his face in her neck as she held him close.

      I love you, Brizee said.

      I love you, Nick said kissing her neck.

      You are my life, Nicky, I never want to be without you, Brizee said.

      Ditto for me, baby, Nick said.

That night, they were at the show. Brizee and Nick were sitting on the couch kissing. She was wearing one of his jerseys and a pair of khaki pants. She was straddling his lap and they were making out heavily. Brian came in and saw them.

      God, guys, I know you two are back together and happy, but do you have to make out, Brian said.

      Just wait until you and Theresa get where me and Briz are, then we can talk, Nick said as Brizee kissed his neck.

      Briz, can I talk to you alone, Brian said. Brizee kissed Nick and got up and followed Brian to his dressing room. He closed the door behind her.

      Whats up, Brizee said.

      I know about you and Kevin, Theresa told me, Brian said.

      She promised me, Brizee said.

      I know, but I was hiding under the bed, when you talked to Theresa today, Brian said.

      You cant tell Nick, please, you cant! Brizee said.

      Im not going to, you are, Brian said.

      No, I cant, Ill lose him! Brizee said.

      Briz, you have to be honest with him, Brian said.

      I cant, Brizee said.