Brian
held Brizee as she cried. Jane left the room. Aaron sat there. The doctor came in.
Brizee, I have your test results, I heard about your husband, Im sorry for your loss,
the doctor said.
What are the test results, Brizee asked sobbing.
Youre pregnant, the doctor said.
Thank you, Brizee said getting up. She left the room with Brian and Aaron behind
her.
Two months went by. Brian,
Howie, AJ, and Kevin decided to break up because without Nick, they werent whole so they split and went their separate ways.
All the fans supported their decision and understood. Brizee locked herself up in Nicks house. She felt empty inside. She
put her hand on her stomach.
Hey, I know you cant hear me yet, but I will not let anything happen to you, you
cant leave me, you are all I have left of your daddy, Brizee said. The doorbell rang. Brizee looked out and saw Kevin. She
sighed and opened the door.
I said I didnt want to see anybody, Brizee said.
I know, the guys were worried about you, and you werent answering the phone, Kristin
and I are having a baby, Im going to be a father, Briz, Kevin said
Congratulations, Brizee said.
How are you doing, Kevin said.
Im fine, living, Brizee said.
Will you be okay, Kevin said.
Yeah, Ill be fine, Brizee said. He hugged her and left. She closed the door and locked
it and sat down.
Three months later, Brizee
was six months pregnant and she was enjoying it. She was sitting at home, reading a book when the doorbell rang. Brizee got
up and opened the door and saw Jane standing there.
You are going to think Im crazy, Jane said coming in. Brizee closed the door.
Why is that? Brizee asked.
Well, we never got to say goodbye to Nick, we didnt get to have a funeral because
they cremated him, right, I think Nick is still alive, Jane said.
What makes you think that? Brizee asked.
I saw him, I was at the beach, sitting there, I looked down the beach and there he
is, looking at me, I get up and start to go to him but he takes off, I looked everywhere, I couldnt have been seeing things,
Jane said.
Maybe you miss him too much that you see him everywhere, Brizee said.
No, just at the beach, and you know he loves the ocean, come with me, lets go look,
Jane said.
Jane, I dont feel up to it, Brizee said.
Brizee, please, Nicks your husband, if you want to see if he is alive, come on, Jane
said. Brizee grabbed her keys and locked up and went to the beach with Jane. They walked along. Jane looked around and froze.
Brizee, Jane said. Brizee looked and saw a blond guy.
Thats a blond guy, Brizee said.
Its Nick, Jane said. Brizee looked.
No, its not, Mom, Brizee said.
Brizee, Jane said. Brizee looked closer.
Thats Brian, Mom, Brizee said. Brian came down the beach towards them.
Hey you two, Brian said.
Hey B, Brizee said hugging him.
Whats up, Brian said.
Jane thinks you were Nick, she has this thing about seeing Nick at the beach all
the time, Brizee said.
I swore I saw him here, Jane said.
Jane, you miss him, we all do, Brian said.
I want him back! Jane said crying. Brian hugged her.
I know you do, we all do, Brian said. Brizee stood there watching. She rubbed her stomach. She felt like she was being
watched and she looked around and didnt see anyone.