Brizee followed Nick into
their hotel room. He closed the door and locked it and pulled her into his arms.
We have to talk, Brizee said.
I want you, Nick said kissing her neck.
Nick, Im serious, we have to talk, Brizee said.
But I want to make love to you, Nick said caressing her breasts with his hands. She
pulled away and walked over to the window and looked out and wrapped her arms around herself.
What I have to tell you, it will change everything, but you have to know that I never
meant to hurt you, that I didnt plan anything, and that I love you more than life itself, Brizee said.
Briz, Nick said.
I know Kevin was in love with me longer than anyone else, and for the last three
months, Kevin and I have been sneaking around sleeping together, we ended it last night before you and I got back together,
Brizee said.
Oh god, Nick said.
Nick, I never once thought about him when I was with you, I swear, I never meant
for it to happen, Brizee said.
I see, Nick said. Brizee didnt move. She closed her eyes.
Ill understand if you break things off, and that you hate me, I hate myself for hurting
you, Brizee said staring out the window.
We are over, Nick said coldly. Brizee nodded and closed her eyes. She heard him move
around and she heard the door open and he slammed the door behind him. She leaned against the wall by the window and slid
down and hugged her legs and cried softly. There was a knock at the door. She didnt move. They knocked again. She sat there
looking out window crying.
Brizee, its Brian and Theresa, Brian said. She heard Billys key and the door opened
and Brian and Theresa came in. They saw her and came over.
Brizee, Theresa said. She looked up at them and looked out the window.
Its over, I told him and its over, Brizee said softly. Theresa hugged her.
Ill talk to him, Brian said.
No, he wont change his mind, I hurt him, I slept with one of his bandmates, Brizee
said.
Briz, he needs to know you love him and only him and what you had with Kevin is over,
Brian said.
I told him that, Brizee said.
I refuse to let this go, Brian said. He walked out the door. He went to find Nick
and found him on his bus. He was getting his stuff together.
Nick, hold it, Brian said.
You knew, didnt you, you knew, Nick said.
I only found out today, Nick, but it wasnt my place to tell you, it had to come from
Brizee, Brian said.
I thought she loved me, Nick said.
She does, man, it was just undeniable passion, which is gone now, she loves you so
much, she is up there crying and breaking down because you said its over, Brizee said.
She knew it would be, Nick said.
Frack, she loves you, only you, she doesnt love him, Brian said. Nick sat down.
I dont care! Nick yelled. Brian shook his head. He got Brizees stuff.
The next day, they all were
at the venue. Brizee walked in with Theresa and saw Nick holding Kevin against the wall.
You bastard, Nick said.
Nick, Im sorry, its over, she is the one who called it off, because she loves you,
Kevin said.
I cant believe you, Nick said.
Nick, Im sorry, man, I know you are mad and angry and want to call everything off
and beat the crap out of me, go ahead, I deserve it, but think about Brizee, man, Im the one who started it, Im the one who
seduced her, Im the one who made her want me while the whole time, she wanted you, she loves you with everything in her and
that is the truth, you can do what you want with me, but dont let Brizee go, Kevin said. Brizee looked at Theresa. Theresa
wrapped an arm around her.
He cares for you and wants you to be happy, with Nick, Theresa whispered.
Yes, he does, Brizee whispered back.
I dont believe a word you say, she is still my wife so stay away from her! Nick said.
You said it was over, Nick, Kevin said.
It is over, but still, stay away from her! Nick said.
I will, okay, as long as you be with her, I will stay away from her, Kevin said.
Nick punched him.
I dont think so, you ruined that, you ruined my life! Nick said before walking out of the venue.